Seems logical to start with a literary definition of the term –
a person who is gratified by pain,degradation, etc., that is self-imposed orimposed by others.
Pretty much sums it up for me. I am that person who is gratified by the pain inflicted by others. Yet while in my mind pain is my release i find myself surrounded by people who say the same sentences or ask the same questions..
What’s wrong with you?
You must hate yourself and your body?
You don’t deserve that why do you think you do?
we’re you abused?
To clarify there is absolutely nothing wrong with me and I certainly do not hate myself.. in fact anyone who knows me could be forgiven for saying i am rather egotistical. I fucking love myself. Only earlier on after discovering one of my passwords he called me out on being self obsessed. And i am, if you can’t be a little bit at 21 when can you be?
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