I always wanted to know how to make a deep gorge. It was enough actually to watch Daily Motion and YouTube. It’s full of lessons and demonstrations to learn this, how shall I say … this feat.
I have several sub who want or I give the order to do it to a boy of 22 years that I know and that come just for that. Sure, it gets paid by my sub and that is also why he accept because he’s straight. I order the sub to ne on his knees, grabb his hairs and push his head so that he give a blow-job the young man. When he has put into his mouth and his saliva overflowing his lips, I push him until he’s down to his throat of the desired organ. Greedily, with large and saturated sounds, I hold him for 30 seconds snorkeling, normal time for a human being, and under my orders, then allow him to withdraw. But I do it again as the gus don’t come. And as the sucked prefer women, it may last a while ….
J’ai toujours voulu savoir comment faire une gorge profonde. Il suffisait en fait de regarder Daily Motion ou Youtube. Ça regorge de leçons et de démonstration pour apprendre cette, comment dirais-je… cette prouesse.
J’ai plusieurs soumis qui veulent ou que je force à en faire une à un garçon de 22 ans que je connais et qui se déplace rien que pour ça. Bien sûr, il se fait payer par mon soumis et c’est d’ailleurs pour ça qu’il accepte car à la base, il est hétéro. J’ordonne au soumis de se mettre à genoux, empoigne sa chevelure et pousse sa tête pour qu’il suce la bite du jeune premier. Quand il l’a bien mise en bouche et que sa salive déborde de ses lèvres, je la pousse jusqu’à ce qu’il ai jusque dans sa gorge l’organe tant désiré. Gouluement, avec des grands bruits sourds et saturés, je le maintient pendant 30 secondes en apnée, temps normal pour un être humain, et sous mon ordre, lui permets alors de se retirer. Mais je le fais recommencer tant que le gus n’a pas joui. Et comme le sucé ne soupire que pour les femmes, celà risque de durer un moment….
Here is the last shooting photo made with RENAUD CLOKEUR, talented photographer. His idea is to create a project about portraits of different mistresses. After, he will make exhibition and sale his wonderful work.
I have been proud of being one of his models. Good luck to you Renaud!!
SODOMY, A MYSTICAL EXPERIENCE
Toc toc toc. When I open it, it always takes time before entering, there is no hurry. A-Man knows where it goes. And where it also comes. It gets inside, I locked the door, and that’s locked us both. Already fever rises. Then we hugged, we hugged. We hugged for lost body.
A primer of use, hers as mine, strong, enveloping, possessive. I began to moan, I feel his cock pushing against my belly. He grabs my hips and press her sting. It’s hard to separate, but one has to go in the room, it’s imperative. If no patient until then, there is always the case. The room is our padded cell where our madness run wild without much damage.
Sometimes it simply to turn the other way, his cock pressed against my ass, and led me to the room, without ever losing touch. We synchronize our walk not change position. But before sketching the first step, I found my voice and asks him if he wants to eat, if not hungry. He still refuses, but I always ask him. We are very courteous one vis-à-vis the other.
Once arrived safely, we often revisit our embrace. These first install overflows Loveland, but the time has come to leave this invisible place to win Erosland, where things are visible, tangible, yet so unreal. Now he is completely stiff, his pants hoisted block. It departs from me and slowly, with precise and deliberate action, removes all her clothes without leaving a moment the eyes. I just have to watch and wait. He will let me know what he wants, he always does.
Sometimes a soft voice, he said: “Go on the bed … fours … Now take off your dress. “Then he licks me from behind. Other times, it will take me head on to put me in the position of his wish: squatting on a cushion in front of him to suck his cock or back flat on the bed while he teases my breasts through my dress or … But whatever happens now, everything happens in slow motion.
Sodomy, a perverse practice? Catherine White, sex therapist and psychoanalyst, presents for him this belief.
After a generous firefighter, I tell you that, he turned around, grabs a condom. I know when we will go to the next level. Cunt fuck is preliminary. Sometimes it blows my vulva to go straight to my ass. The cheeky, just ass! The theater of varieties. But, usually, it occupies first of the front. By the time he punched me, I feel abut against the collar of my uterus, lash and the assault still makes me shudder.
I enter the discharge zone. And sometimes he goes all out before starting to throb with small strokes experts, ever pushing my walls in my inner being. Each of his beats demand more and gets it. This is the beginning of the quest for ever more, a state of lust that glows endless. The pleasure of pounding waves first slowly, then faster, without respite. Peak after peak, most would consider that there is no better, it’s even transcendent.
But we are hungry, he and I, and know where to look further. There was this time wonder where space is full of love, and the loss is yet absent. We are in that prelude, it is a simple start-up.
After he had his slot glad (the decision belongs to him), he retired and put me up: sometimes on Pink Square, sometimes on all fours, sometimes on the side, with a curved hip up as Henry Moore. Whatever he in mind, he has his way. Already damn fill, I am now all that has more docile. My will has decreased by about forty percent, but I’m still clinging to my being conscious. And my high heels.
I have much more to give. Yes, much more. I have the power to give, to give power. My other lovers never received ten percent of what I still have to give. They did not have the power to ask. It has … And wonder more.
And there was light …
It puts me on the left, two well wedged in the hip pads, which raises my ass into an attractive small oblique arch. So I put the left cheek on the bed, turns his head and looks up to him – with him we always look up, never down. He grabbed a scattered KY tubes around the bed I love the sound of the cap that opens. Looking at me, he presses a little gel on two of his fingers. Turning his gaze on my ass, he spreads it on my ass with such composure that I can not believe how lucky I am.
It does gently penetrate firmly around my hole behind, within, lining the entry, smoothing the transition. His face wears an expression of the most wonderful during these preparations, his eyes alternately immersed in mine, then back to my back. He slides a finger then two observing my reaction, never let go at me while I feel his fingers dig me, connecting us both internally and externally, the circle is complete. Ressortant his fingers, it takes a little more soft coated KY and its tail over the entire length.
Taking his cock, he guides him to the pit of my ass, like a canoe that engages in a narrow ravine. I feel its smooth end, both hard and satin in contact with my skin. The center of my hole behind, like a magnet, is attracted by the pressure exercised it. We we connect. Her key in my door, its anode against my cathode, its plug in my socket. And there was light.
Pole against Pole, it fourgonne me, I inspire it grows, I break it throbs, I open it grows, still grows, I continue to open up, he shoves his eyes are riveted to mine. And he sent me to port. Sometimes then he withdraws and toque some time at the entrance. Other times he slips further, more basically, slowly, very slowly, until being buried flush my ass, with just the testicles on the outside. It remains there for a moment without moving. Then he shoves further. Other times, it puts me in a different position. On all fours. Or standing and leaning forward, his hands pressed to the wall. Or on the back, feet to the ceiling. Or – one of his favorite – the legs on the head and ass in the air.
Regardless of my position, it remains above me, his eyes still downcast, observing me, love me. And, in general, it operates these changes without removing its sting my tutu. Absolutely deadly! But, whatever the angle, I feel his cock swell in me become stronger, harder, more burrow, feed my fears, my smallness, my pride, my vanity. As a domestic vacuum cleaner, it sucks my lower me it takes away my sins, one by one are absorbed. Below, he discovered my candor, my innocence, that I was four years before being struck by Hand and become enraged. That’s what he was looking for, that’s what it is, that’s what it makes me.
When I lose the foot, I let my mules fall one by one with a thud. He smiled and said affectionately: “Now we will have fun. “And so I take the quick paradise. Ignorant as I am, I often shed tears. In true gentleman, out of respect for my modesty, he hides me in his big hand while he fucks me more harshly, more and faster, pulling me even more tears.
When I finally let go completely, without holding anything back to the last drop of my being, and my ego is annihilated, while the laughs begin. They can fuser while I’m still crying, the forces at work are the same, even if the tears are more common. But somehow, somewhere along the way, my subconscious suddenly takes over, and I laugh, I laugh, I laugh. And the more I laughed, the more he fucks me until nothing is meaningless. Because now it is having a field day.
He looks at me and then laughing, glad to see me go with him, he fucks me harder, always attentive, always present. Then redoubles my crazy laugh and I laugh like I’ve never laughed again. The first time, I immediately recognized – the bleating of the crone. It is the cry from that prisoner of the mystery of the universe, the irony of anxiety, these confines hated by ego. Those of ecstasy. (… )drop off Window
Sodomy arouses boundless gratitude. Until he whack dashboard to my being – my mental acuity and my physical strength – I guess I never really liked before. How do we know if this is love, true love? When you meet the one with whom one has not afraid to die. Whoever hunting this fear of death and constant tapping, and allows you to breathe.
The contempt of death, that’s the feeling it engenders in me fucking. Vaginal intercourse not as before delving into my psyche. Do not push the barrier. Does not dispel fear. Was it love or sodomy came first? Love feeds voluptuousness. That I know. Besides, I do not trust love. I have heard too many statements. But I fully trust me pleasure.
A gentle and patient partner
My reporting Toni Bentley (Maren Sell Publishers, 2006).
Obviously sodomize a woman is a matter of authority. On the male authority, and its complete acceptance by the woman. A man should have that confidence in itself and his staff, in order to fuck his partner. If he does not have this control is its rod that will direct the operations. He will go too fast, bruise woman before consenting and rarely seen, and rightly so, given a second chance. (… )drop off Window
At the same time, contrary to appearances, I do not think the macho arrogance is full of great sodomite. It is he, asshole. This man probably did not even like women, he’s too busy to compete with its peers. In my experience, certainly limited, the great sodomite partner is the sweet and patient, one who can listen to a woman, to go with it, and has the attributes that can not put it in. He is the one who is able, with imagination, feeling his submission – abandonment – and so knows exactly how to bring it to this point. It absorbs all what she gives. It is a soft, A-Man.
Him, “Are you kidding me sodomized!”
Muriel Dagmar, psychosexologue refuse sodomy, as some other practices, can be a way to preserve the psychic invasion of the other. From an interview with one of his patients.
My wife does not want me sodomized! How can I convince him to accept?
– Ask him to sodomize yourself first …
– Sodomized me, me? You’re kidding!
– Not at all. How your wife could she accept that you sodomisiez, while you yourself are outraged at the idea that you do?
– Uh … yes. But I’ve never done. The idea excites me and I am annoyed that she refuse me that pleasure. I am her husband!
– Your narcissistic way to count on it to get your fun does not seem very engaging. In his place, I would have no desire to sodomize me by you.
– Anyway, she will do anything, she’s stuck. I must insist that it makes me a blow-job and it’s always me who have to come to her to make love. So, she treats me obsessed. I find it normal that a man should want his wife. Especially because she is super horny … I’m crazy.
– I have the impression that you confuse your feelings and sexual desire.
– I want her all the time, I would do anything for her.
– To her? Or to get something from it? I think your wife refuses to engage in sodomy with you because she feels used and jostled by you.
– But I assure you I am meek and gentle with her!
– Is it the same way?
– Of course. But, you know, she does not talk much …
– How do you react when she criticizes you?
– Hey, I protest, it’s normal!
– So its interventions are useless. She gives it.
– Ah …
A woman holding her husband sexually distance clear of it this way would disapprove his intrusive behaviour. The refusal to be sodomized not only reflects fears about health, morals, pain. It is also the expression of a tolerance limit. The man’s wife tolerates having sex with her while she did not want to. She agrees to give him a blow-job time to time.
But undergoing sodomy exceed its tolerance threshold, and objects. Here, everyone is exceeded by the actual issues. Man finds less annoying for him to say that his wife is stuck to suppose that it is awkward. The woman is resigned to become frigid instead of insisting to be understood of her husband. Then, silence settled between them, and the subject is taboo to talk about what good, since we will not come to an agreement? The taboo is silent about what angers.
DESCRYPTION OF ABNORMAL SEXUAL PRACTICES
To break the monotony of the couple, sadomasochism and swinging out of the shadows. To learn more about these practices once taboo, Associate Professor of Sociology at the University of Toulouse and specialist in social construction of sexuality.
While the visual codes of swinging and masochism invade the small screen and advertisements, they concern many people?
These practices more and more people. Additionally some extension fantasies, couples now have the opportunity “to go.” While a few years ago, Swingers was practiced by some tribes and remained a very closed environment, there is now the opportunity for all through the door of a club.
This does not even touch all social classes but tends to democratize. Thus, it is known that at the end of some union congress in Paris, some colleagues go to swingers clubs, as before they would “go to whores.”
Features are we today proportions of French followers Swinger?
The latest figures from the national survey on sexuality French dates from 1992: a time when the phenomenon was almost clandestine and was facing underreporting related methodology (interview by phone ) .drop-off window Judging by the surveys we conducted in our research unit there are 5 or 6 years, I estimated that 300 to 400 000 swingers in France. If we include couples who go to see when we can easily double these figures.
What are the motivations of these couples?
They are many: breaking the monotony of the couple, to please his partner, having fun together, do not do as mom and dad, go, etc. In fact, the same intentions are different according to one or both partners. For the first step, men often want to associate their (or) woman sexual fantasies and these tend to want to please them.
Do we hear that despite the sexual freedom image surrounding these practices, it is a macho environment?
Yes, it remains macho environment which breeds mainly some pictures porn. The codes of swinging are female: the woman should be available to look and desire. Miniskirt, sexy neckline … she should display the look of a woman be the first to male fantasies. Thus, it is not uncommon for this atmosphere causes dissatisfaction of some, who feel that the atmosphere is not for them.
SM, a practice “trendy”
SM practices are now very “fashion” is the new chic perversion. Women’s magazines are promoting it by telling their readers the shops where they can obtain the best price a little dress in black latex thigh in stiletto heels or a good old martinet families. “A good little spanking: this is perhaps what we need” recently headlined the Cosmopolitan magazine.
SM, contracted form of sadomasochism, says a priori the idea of a relationship between opposing characters or even contrary. Krafft-Ebing it is who first coined the term in the late 19th century, referring to the writings of two great writers, Sade and Sacher-Masoch.
sado_maso SM contains a spectacular dimension that requires an appropriate costume, a disguise which sets the precise status and role of each of the protagonists. Modern SM includes several types of practices: floggings with crops, whips or other swifts; inserting objects in vaginal orifices, anal or oral; links that are intended to coerce and to immobilize the subject; rituals of humiliation and domination in which the subject is required to take all kinds of positions.
Finally, in a more extreme form, it inflicts on the subject of temporary or permanent body modifications such as piercing, scarification or tattooing. The ritual takes place in a “dungeon”.
The reversal of roles eroticized
In its “soft” form, the SM is a fun reversal, controlled and temporary positions that each occupies in society. This is how men of power have often been big fans of SM liabilities, in which they can at will occupy the position of the dominated. Women fulfill the role of dominatrix as a corollary of their lower social position. This is because women have achieved positions of social power they can now also occupy the position of the subject in the rituals of the SM. In this perspective, the SM is a sort of safety valve where you can play the other.
A lot of noise … for few followers
But if there is much talk now of SM in the media and the fashion aired paraphernalia domineering, practitioners are few. There are two clubs in Paris that offer dungeons followers of these games as well as several dozen prostitutes who offer “therapy” SM for gold.
Eroticized pain or ability to control it?
We find in this type of relationship, the idea that violence and the resulting pain would be a source of intense pleasure for the person who administers much as for the one who receives. It is therefore an eroticized violence and pain. Sadomasochism also includes domination, mental anguish and humiliation. Freud is the one who most emphasized the connection between the opposite dimensions of sadomasochism and their presence within the same individual at the same time and in terms of the relationship between two people where one can embody one either of these lines.
Stoller has proposed another interpretation to the eroticism of pain. According to him, this is not the pain itself, but the ability to effectively control pain, which is the source of masochistic pleasure. People who feel this type of use would have experienced intense physical pain during their childhood and learned to control them: the pleasure comes from the possibility of control.
Perversion psychopathology of everyone
Originally, sadomasochism was considered reprehensible and pathological sexual perversion. Freud and psychoanalysts have expanded the meaning of the concept by considering that the couple “activity – passivity” is opposing and inseparable fundamental characteristics of sexual life in general.
Towards a dialectic of master and slave
Challenging prejudices underlying the clinical psychopathology, the philosopher Gilles Deleuze considered sadism and masochism, as have been described in the works of Sade and Sacher-Masoch, are not the “couple of opposites “psychoanalysts. According to Deleuze, sadism would refer to the omnipotence of the master who willfully ignores the presence of the object to which it requires all of its desire to almost impersonally. Sadism and would be a form of absolute power over the other up to its negation.
Masochism would report to a different logic, that of the contract. The subject would be looking for a dominant (or more often a dominatrix) he would need to train and educate through a contract with him. Masochism would be the expression of a contractual relationship between two free beings whose contract between them sets the limits of what is lawful to do and not do. In this contract, the masochist causes the dominator to bring along to comply with its terms and waived. The dialectic of master and slave, dear to Hegel, finds its full expression here and sadism masochism would not be as extreme and sexualized forms of social relations.
A fully granted and contractual relationship
SM fashionable now is part of a consensual relationship between two free beings. And that is the signature of the contract between the two partners which sets the course of the ritual and its limits, making it an acceptable practice in an era that places legal and negotiated dimension of social and interpersonal relationships at the top of its values
The whip initiation or perversion?
Known since antiquity for its aphrodisiac qualities, whip made his comeback! Purpose of powerful erotic fantasy, it is in turn associated with SM practices, or libertinism.
“Who has one day feared, dreaded, dreamed of being flogged (e) or flogged (e),” questions the psychiatrist Philippe Brenot. His passion for flogging was in 1992, in Nice, very accurately. It was at a flea market warned that his bibliophile eye is drawn to a little book “Treaty of the whip” (1753-1799) of François Amédée Doppet, medical, political and general man of Napoleon’s army. Throughout the pages, he discovers the secrets of this art, floggings practices in ancient times, to the brothels, between setting errors careful not commit and delicious secrets of love.
Ancient doted whip!
The whip Very early in the history of mankind, the ancient texts tell of the relationship between pain and pleasure. “We know how the priestesses of Miletus played the whip for driving pleasure. Herodotus tells erotic flagellation of Isis parties where all whip armed faithful beat until excited by violence and pain they should fall wiped in the arms of each other “.
The texts are formal, no orgiastic ritual feasts without the whip, be they Dyonisies Bacchannales Greece or Rome …
Flagellation, a practice against impotence?
The whip also found its place in treatments against impotence! One of the great old belief was that the fertilizing sperm coming from the spinal cord. According to the Hippocratic doctrine, it was warm the loins to reinvigorate the defaulting member.
One of the reasons why our grandfathers probably adopted flannel belt to warm the kidneys when others would resort to the art of whip. “Flogging was a particularly effective way, especially if it was done by a pretty brunette”, illustrating the practice popular in brothels, and administered by girls, a few superannuated libertine, ecstatic. And vigorous. If evidence of the effectiveness of the remedy!
Punishment source of deviance
Masochistic fetish practices, whip entered very early in the life of Leopold von Sacher-Masoch, leaving traces that we know today. In his written cult Woman with whip, he relates how at the age of 10, he will be punished by his aunt he surprises with a lover: “Holding me by the hair with his left hand and asking me knee on his shoulders, she began to whip me vigorously (…) But I must admit, while twisting me under the cruel blows of beautiful woman, I felt a kind of enjoyment. “Once the women with whips, pavement velvet boots, and other fetish avatars will be present throughout the work of Masoch.
This type of correction can lead to deviations, a form of perversion of instincts He can not escape from the scene, became his only source of enjoyment.”.
Introduction to love flogging
Amorous flagellation may however have other roots masochistic perversion, “including that of progressive initiation by a well-made erotic”. True erotic refinement, this practice is at the heart of erotic literature over 700 books devoted to it between 1890 and 1940. Note The Voluptuous Suffering of Vignons Max (1930), Lashes Lord Birchisgood, Magnetism whip John of Villiot (1902) …
In the golden age of censorship, flogging, like other erotic refinements, was a sign of liberation of morals. Beyond a single mass practice, it mingled bodily sensations voluptuous excitation source. “A pain, there was associated the fantasy of domination, still ongoing today”.
The whip between sm fantasies and practices
“The whip and masochistic pain can be an exciting fantasy for some who will never realize it …” For others, who want to live, they can be a pleasurable reality. “Few flogging remain, except in very specific areas of the SM, a minority, believe me!” There remains a strong symbol of erotic granted bid, which continues in the practice of spanking ongoing.
Its variant, boots whip version proposed by the corners dedicated to pleasure, can feed this fantasy. Curious aberrations of sex. Any specific stimulation of the body can be exciting, with one condition, however: that the game is voluntary by the partners involved.
The latex fetishism
Elastic Parisian nights, show fetish Rihanna or Lady Gaga, SM games and vinyl in the heart of the trilogy “50 Shades of Grey” … The latex is very trendy! Octavia Delvaux, author of erotic novels, decodes the trend.
Just say the word latex for that immediately arises the vision of Cat Woman, Batman version of Tim Burton. More recently, Britney Spears and Lady Gaga head took over. At the biker version one, there is the challenge of the other SM. “Latex is the material that I prefer” seem sing in chorus Stars. The phenomenon also in full swing at parties “fetish” cheeky and cheerful frequented by followers. In existence for 13 years in Paris under the leadership of Francis Dedobbeler, Elastic Nights are always full. Most recently, he won the popular novel of the X sector, with “50 shades of Grey” by EL James and our favorite, the “Sex in the Kitchen” Octavia Delvaux.
The latex gloves to full suits
Fetish latex skirts, pants, nursing gloves, stockings, corsets … latex folds in many uses. But it is especially the combinations that win the prize, and even more “full” or “catsuits,” which mold the body completely simply with openings for the eyes, nose or mouth.
There are also conventional in the art, such as nursing attire for women and for men in military uniform. Color-coded side, black is popular, followed closely by red.
England, Germany and Belgium, where the codes are less conventional, there are new costume changes, right out of the universe manga … According to our expert Octavia Delvaux: “The costumes change with the imagination of enthusiasts this matter. ”
Latex fetish trend
Latex is often associated with fetishism. “It is the exhibition concepts and sensations (touch, hearing, smell), which take precedence … The latex can beautify the body, develop, sublimate forms,” says Octavia Delvaux. As evidenced by the current music scene with Rihanna, Britney Spears or Lady Gaga, who mastered the erotic codes. “It’s fetish, because desire is directed toward the thing as much scope as the body / partner who wears” advanced our expert.
This is a dress that is referred to fetishism fetishism adhesion. An attraction that could go back to childhood when the baby is reassured by the contact of rubber: nipples, draw sheet, or layers …
Latex: SM trend
SM notes often associated with latex “When the lady dressed in latex, it is a way to enter a character Combination” second skin “give the domineering some aplomb and allow him to. display a tenfold sex appeal … to the satisfaction of fetish submitted “said Octavia.
Moreover, the latex fetishism setting the compression idea, mold, compresses or locks. There are also full suits with dolls masks (which completely erases the identity of the subject and relegated to the rank of “object”).
And the ultimate: the bed or bed vacuum cleaner. These latex sheets in which the person will lie, as in a sleeping bag. An air intake system will immobilize inside fully, with the only possibility of a breathing hole at the mouth, or a tube. Watch Out! This is a risky practice in the measurement, or the “second skin” sheets can cut off circulation, especially in the neck … A therefore be handled with extreme caution.
One note, fetishism and SM do not necessarily go together. The followers fetish evenings are not predominantly earned by the SM universe and the games dominant / submissive. In this case, it is the concept of exhibition motivates participants.
Erotic qualities of latex
The strong erotic stimulation caused by the first latex comes from the vision of molding, and sublimated … The curves thus revealed or compressed by the latex, are highly exciting. Touch and rubber characteristic odor also come into play … The singular friction noises when two bodies dressed in latex are particularly erogenous meet for fetishists sometimes push the game to make love in a bed with sheets latex.
As for the one who wears the garment, it is the feeling prevails. How to live the wearing latex varies from one individual to another: some will appreciate especially smell, very special softness, warmth it brings; others gargariseront the idea of being “imprisoned as” and so prefer the full suits … “Or the feeling of being mauled by his garment,” says Octavia Delvaux. Perspiring (the latex is waterproof, it does not let the skin breathe) can also add a strong note to this punitive exciting experience.
Moreover, the dimension of the “ceremony” can multiply sexual tension. “Latex is a material that requires maintenance. Otherwise, it can deteriorate very quickly,” assures our expert. It must be washed with clean water after each use, but that’s not all … The attractive appearance exerted latex comes from its shiny, which calls for special care. “Apply polish on location and talc on the back, is part of the ceremonial” decodes Octavia. Constraints that do not fail to meet the SM fetish. This is often subjected to domestic’s responsibility to carefully maintain the holding of their master or mistress.
I mentioned earlier about the list I was sent and instructed to fill in and the sheer horror that possessed me when doing so. However as the months progressed and the number of times we could meet increased, we were speaking everyday. It was so different, so new. I mean he just got me. I could tell the man anything (even that I have a slightly disturbing knowledge of serial killers), and at no point did it feel like he just accepted it, he liked it. He liked me.
This in turn inspires confidence to tell him that my opinion on some things had changed. To tell him about the beautiful detailed fantasies I was having at night. Fantasies that I’d have never dare speak of before. Dreams of being used, of being whipped. Dreams of being broken. Now I’m not about to sit here and say to you that I…
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